sorry

Tonight
As darkness falls
Upon a moon kissed weary earth

Stars sparkle in ebony skies
Dancing in sweet rhythm
To our whispered words of love

Two bodies wrapped together
In a sensuous lovers embrace
A deep hunger for each other
So plain to see upon each face

Each heated touch
Each fevered kiss
Kindles white hot passion
Brings oh such bliss

Two hearts come together
Now to beat as one
Two souls joined forever
Two bodies become one

baby... i love you...

my third birthday celebration...

weikz... had a nice surprise last sunday (yesterday that is... ).. org celebrate birthday most to most baper ari je kan...mine is like almost to one month.. hahaha... the surprise was from my sister (Kak emy), my bro ( apez), and my baby ( siraj).... it was so funny and sweet... it's was just like a normal sunday for me... it's like a reunion for us after our KL trip in 2007.... it's SO seldom the four of us gets to lepak together.... it's alwaes either one will be left out...when siraj and i planned a karaoke session.... it's either with fez, OR kak emy.... and it's very seldom that both will come together... they arrive late as usual... me and raj was ady singing.... kak emy came in first than fez... i was practically shouting " aH!! lambat tu... suker?!?!?!?!" hehehe... than wen they ady settle down... Cash Studio staff come in with the cake!!!!! i do not know how to react... tk tau nak nangis ke.... nak ketawake.... but i was shocked... hehehe.. my birthday was so long over seh!!!! so sweet of you kak!!! that's why i love u the most!!!


my Chocolate Tart "Cake"... yummy..... i'm 23!!!!


hehehe..... me not properly dressed or make up... with the cake!!!


the "organiser" of the surprise "party".. LUpz u Kak!~

we finished our session @ 12 midnight... siraj went home early as he have to work... while the three of us went on to taka garden... sit down chit chat and tok cock..... i followed kakak home.... i received another late present from her... a cute lil teddy.... only that it's not winnie!!! hahaha... stil... i love everything dat comes from her... :)



hahaha.. the four of us... KL'07 re-union

recollectionz......

another boring thursday for me.... juz slacking at home and do nothing but dabbling with my stupid old laptop.... this week i'm only werking on wed,fri and sat.... hmmm... da mcm partimer siakz... well got no choice but to clear my leaves... i got 38 Off in lieu, 5 PH and 1o annual leave to clear... hows dat??? close to two werking months.... hahahaha....

was browsing thru my friendster and realise i got wat too many pictures!!! hahaha... even my bestie had tegur siakz... too many picture to share :) than came across this beautiful pic whc was

taken last june... it was a celebration for siraj's b'dae.... the hard work of kak emy and lela... it was

on a sunday and we had a busy sunday... dat afternoon, we had to attend kak janet's wedding at bedok south... than right after dat... we had jentayu miting at kak monis's.... wen the meeting ends... siraj was already calling asking to meet up.. but we have yet to start decorating da room seh... so we gave thousands and one excuses... :) we rushed to tamp mall to get roses and cake for his b'dae... than off to Hotel 81 Hollywood theme hotel for the surprise b'dae venue... we quickly checked in and start decorating the bed with cake, rose petals and tea light candles.... all thankz to kak emy... we manage it on time.... me and siraj ady plan to stay overnight at the hotel to try out our new Grand Theft Auto.. Vice City... we cnt play it at either of our house so we ALWAYS end up playing games at hotel... hahaha... lain couple balik bilik buat kerja lain... kiter main game!!! hahahaha... so he didnt suspect anything wen i told him im going to the hotel first...

wen he arrive... kakak and lela ady going home... usop fetch them at the hotel... i went down to sent kakak and fetch siraj up.... before leaving the room... we ady light up all the tea light candle dat leads from the doorway all the way up to the bed forming a heart shape... :) with blue and red rose petals surrounding it... and the cake stood in the middle of the "heart"... wen he opened the door... he was so surprise... dat he ALMOST (he admit it on his own) burst into tears.... he hug me and kiss me non-stop... i felt so content... *yeah! three cheers!!* after blewing all the candles... i present him with his gift... a bracelet with his name engrave on it.. something dat he wanted for so long... we ate the cake... he didnt want to disturb the decorated bed and we end up playing the PS2 and sleep on the floor instead!!!! hahaha....

this is how it actually look like.... pretty huh???

this is from the door... i call it "walkway to heaven"

kewl recollections huh?? and i wonder wat i'll do for his birthday this year....

Cheerz!~

happie anniversary dear....

Hey... It's 19 again!!!! Hapie anniversary sayangz... this tiz mth we get to celebrate on 19 itself coz it's tues and i'm off!!!! but this time around it's abit special... jeng jeng jeng... hahaha.. coz rina was ard to celebrate for us... the morning of Tues, me and rina had our usual class at seranggoon whc finished earlier than usual... infact 2 hrs earlier... nyer~nyer~nyer~... from sch we headed straight to city hall... just window shopping.. earlier rina had given me the proposal for my engagement dulang.. (yup she's doing the gubahan dulang for siraj...) it's VERY nice for an amatuer... :) we went to robinsons to find some stuff she needed for the dulang...

at ard 1900hrs, my baby joined us... than we walked down to clark quay... Rina's gonna bring us to a "semi-fine dining" restaurant... Brasserie Wolf... near Muhammad Sultan Rd... the place was damn nice and romantic... and the food was so good.... siraj and rina had beef tenderloin... while I had Black Cod... appertizerz, siraj had smoked salmon all for himself while rina and me had SNAILS!! yeah... u read it right folks!! SNAILS!!.. yummy... :) the dessert was nice toO!!! but i cant remember wat it's called... the dinner cost us a BOMB... :) but t's better of than that BALI THAI restaurant... I dun mind paying for good food...

after dinner rina went home, while siraj and me took a stroll down the busy street of clark quay... we wanted to venture ard the new central mall... but i was just too tired... we headed straight to the bustop... and went home...


@ Brasserie Wolf


we are looking everywhere except the camera and the menu...


us bitingz!!!


Happy Anniversary Precious...

Happy anniversary Darl,
will love you like no one cud and be a pillar for u to lean on.. anytime...

(he's respond)
Happy anniversary to you too, and i can't stop loving you... and i'm loving it!!!

Cheerz!~

House warming at abg F's...

*bluergz...* i felt so tired sia... yesterday morning... i got back from work at 0600hrs... was chatting with my cousin.... than she so gatal want to go look for this makan place called "latifah huri" layan kan dier.... we practically merayapz ard jurong west looking for that place... we finally found it... after eating she accompanied me home.... before coming back from work... i was bickering with siraj bout today... but i think... he juz couldnt be bothered... haiz... wat's new bout my bf??? i called him wen i reach home.... and he was ady up... yet he didnt call me!!! maner tak pissed off... slenger nyer kambing!!!

Nari Abg Faizal's house warming @ blk 322 tamp st 33... met siraj @ tamp mall @ 1600hrs... than just merayapz around... was walking past "BEST".... than saw this laptop attracting my eyes... i'm so in need of a new one... than bubu promised me to bring me to I.T show next month where the laptopz wud be cheaper... i dunno... but just wait lor... haiz.. ikot kan ati da pi beli da.... :)

than meet up with kakak @ tamp mall to buy some goodies for abg faizal's, soon after we were ady at his place to help kak siti (his wifey) to set up the kitchen with foods!!! yummy !!!!
lela, linda, wanie and kak monis was around too.... kecoh siak the kitchen... we cooked mee siam putih, than we made sandwiches..., kak siti grilled her ayam.... kak emy go rebus hot dogs... than lela haf to go make drinks... i cut the cakes.... yg lain layan anak2 abg.... they are just so kiut.... at ard 2000hrs, siraj and the panjy boys arrive.... dorang datang tros tgk dvd comp2 lamer sak... lepak giler nyer... time2 siraj masih kurus nak mampos... lepak siakz.... than after which they go bedal watever we've prepared.... ni ah lelaki... tau kenyang kan perotz je... tolong nyer tidak!!!! *hakz pui!!!!*


me and kakak cam-whoring in the kitchen..


my and lela blanka...


them kecoh-kecoh in the kitchen... actuallykan gambar nie my sis emy was scolding dunno who la to cepat cepat buat air... but at the sight of the camera... dier teros post siak!!! *big smack on the forehead*


yeah!!! our hardwork.... there's mee siam putih, honey grilled chicken, sandwiches, cakes, hotdog, ceaser salad... and fruit cocktails!!!!


WE COOK!! WE EAT!!! see the boys kat blakang melantak!!


dat's abg f's KIDS!!! Naufal Khan ( in orange) and Syamil Khan (in yellow)


those boys only know how to watch video ony... geram je....

our valentine's day!!~~ (14022008)

this year valentine's day is celebrated together with my b'dae... hehehe... i got a 2-in-1 prezzie from bubu... whc i think not fair!! hahahah... but watever it is... im alwaes thankful.... meet him at parco bugis junction where he gave me flowers... hahaha.... first time aite i got flower from him... hahaha... than being unromantic himself... (whc i dun care...) he made me choose between DHL balloon ride.... Chocolate buffet @ intercontinental hotel or i choose my own thing... hahaha... so i told him i want to go to Tamp Mall... hehehehe coz i had his cookie made there.. and i HAVENT collected them yet!!!! so off we went to Tamp Mall to collect his cookie and had our valentine dinner at Bali Thai restaurant... whc is gonna be on my Blacklisted restaurant soon.... that's the first and the only time i think we gonna dine in there... in the middle of our main course... bubu surprise me with another gif apart from the flowers.... :) he bought me the new arrival edition of Baby G... the watch i've been planning to buy!!! I cnt help smiling and tears cnt help flowing.... "love u so much sayang..." and not becoz u got me the watch ok.... i just got him a cookie and nothing else.... and only he and i knoe behind the cookie present.... hahahah.... come catch the few photos we had...


at bali thai restaurant...



our candle light dinner...


our main course... *yuckz*


our lil' prezzie for each other... thanx bubu... love you!!~~

my Pre-Valentine day with Siraj And Pez...

heya!~ had a great evening yesterday with bubu and fez.... met bubu up at bouna vista mrt than we headed straight to harbour front to finalize our engagement ring engraving.... than we had early dinner @ breekz... it cost us $61.90!!!!


the love of my life....



our yummy dinner!~ SLURPZ!!!

after dinner.... we had a date with apez... *awww... so romantic... pre-valentines day with friends.... * we booked a room for karaokeing with him at APollo Centre CHina town... hehehe we had so much fun... checkout the pictures at my multiply....


the three stooges!!!!

after which... after my bubu went home... me and fez went for a ride... we went to one fullerton.. to chill.. he got loads on his head to pour out like the merlion!! hehehe... *smack on the fore head*


my love for u so true...

than just the next day... me and my colleague... was cam-whoring in our office like no body business!!! da pics are up at my multiply....


there... thats' us... me, fadz and sim...

hapie B'dae tO ME!!!

hey hey hey!~ it's me again...still not done updating... heheehehe.... just a few daez back i celebrated my b'dae...i was born on the 6th February 1985!!! yeup.. i'm 23this year.... how i badly didnt want it to happen... the clock just tick away mercilessly.... but guess wat??? i still havent got my prezzie from raj ok!~!~ but he told me to look forward to valentines... ( tak fair siak... 2 in 1 gift!!!) haiya.... but nevertheless... it's the tot that count.... he was the first to wish me happy birthday... but he play cheat... he msg me like 10 minz before 12!!! hahaha here's how he's msg goes....

My Precious Hubby
05-Feb-2008 23:50

Happy 23rd birthday to my
sweetest, caring, lovy dovy, adorable,
hugable, loyal, sugary, chocolatey,
slurpy, sygku nurjanah!!
Hopefuly
i'l get 2 celebrate 2geder wif u 4 e
coming yearz!
Luv u alotz
precious!!
Muax!!

hahaha... i copied the exact thing from ma hp... ouh... wat a sweet talker u!!!! hauhuahua.... but still.. thx bubu!! i lupz u too....



he's taking me out for lunch on my bdae, coz i gotto werk @ night!!


My swensen's Firehouse ice-cream whc i never touch!!! hahaha


my kaki celebrates her b'dae with me.... Her's is on the 9th... Happy b'dae RINA!~



the reason as to why i didn't finish my Firehouse!!!! FONDUE!!!!


our birhtday cakes!!

recently my net connection was down... my laptop oso ady mintak ampon with me... ask me go find another laptop!! haaha... so now i borrowed raj lappie to finish up all my updates before buying new lappie.... apart from the sms msg... i received another sweet poem up at my friendster from my sweet siraj!~ i didn't log in for quite sometime... and wen i just did... i almost cried to tear reading it.... hahahaha.... check this out..

CoOkIE MoNzTa
Posted
02/6/2008 12:45 pm

As I wryte, for tiz
poem,
for the greatest
lurve I've ever known.
To ma heart, u have
the only key,
I beg of u,
never set me free.

I prayed to Allah
for a love so true
now, I,
realize He already knew.
In time my
prayer WAS answered,
the most
wonderful woman
HE BLESSED ME WITH
YOU.

What we share feels so ryte
to say I lurve u every nyte.
Wonderful moments shared,
precious
memories, still tell me u care.

I see your shadow,
as I lay maself
to sleep.
Dreams of u, oh
so sweet
in my heart, I will keep.

Look into my heart, my life.
Tell me, what do you see?
can you
feel the need, the want, as I
to be ur husband, u ma wife.

Much joy
and happiness u've brought
me.
If I had life to live again, I'd want to with
u,
for u are ma
lover, ma enemy and ma best friend.
Alwayz and Forever,
I'll love u till
the end.

To ma beloved Nurjanah,Happy 23rd birthday
hun..
may
GOD bless u alwayz.
MMMUAH!!
xoxo SIRAJ
xoxo

haiz... need i say more??? and the last person wishing me hapie b'dae was my sis.. she made me cry too... tot she forgot

C Akak Lurpz!
06-Feb-2008 23:46

To ma lil' sis...
While evry1z rush'g 2 b e 1st 2 wish u,
let me
b remembered as e last..
HaPi BOoBiez day syg..
U thOt i'd 4get?.
Nvr 4 my sis..

C?!?!?! i haf all the sweet2 ppl. ard me!! not forgetting those who msged me thru friendster... yg wish me "LIVE" ppl like Rina, Sim, Kojack, Shasha... all la my colleague... this sim more cute ok... at the strike of 12.. she run all the way from the back of the bar to look for me... wish me b'dae... and gave me my first bdae gift!! m & Ms!! thanx dudette!!! i'll upload all the picz that we celebrate at mono!~

cheerz!~

BaNgKOK!~~!!

harLOw peepz!~ i'm back.... and guess wat ???? i'm sick!!! i fall sick wen i was still in bangkok ok... but that doesnt stop me from having fun... yeah... we had glitches here and there.. but overall it's a journey not to forget!! i've yet to upload all the pics in our multiply ( http://sirajanah.multiply.com) but here are some of the previews and wat i did at bangkok..

DAY ONE (31st Jan 2008)

we reached the airport as early as 1845hrs... whereas our flight was at 2120hrs... hehehe KIASU?!?! yeah... Kak emy and lela was there to sent us over... and so was yanie.. she waited for us inside the transit....

our flight tix

we reached the departing gate just in time for the flight to depart.... typical singaporean mah.. always go in last minute.... becoz they wer shopping for their liquour and ciggie first before proceeding to the gate...

Juz five minutes after taking off... we were served with our on flight meal... it was delicious ok.... reached bangkok Survanabhumi international airport at 2215hrs...

flying to bangkok!!!

our on-flight meal

the officer @ the immigrations a bit too unfriendly. ahahah.. thank god i got the frendly one... but siraj got the fuck up one... well.. we mit them like one a life time... so buat bodoh sudah... we took a cab from the airport to our hotel.... kena ketok rabak2 ok!!! 450baht!!! it's like $22.50.... on our last day wen we took a cab back to the airport from our hotel cost us only 182 baht.. whc is like $9.10!!! bingit je sakz... it's ok lah.... my first time there anyway..

Our hotel PJ WATERGATE is not like wat i expected ah... i tot it wud be like very not up to standard... but i was wrong... it's very clean... even the toilet... no bed bugz.... and they serve american breakfast!!!

our hotel PJ Watergate

nice aite the hotel??? for the rooms pictures u guys cn check it out at the multiply... not now... hehe i have yet to upload... we were given the room no. 117 whc is on the ground floor!!! aiya... no view at all!!! but d good thing is... the hotel is only four storey high!! and there's no lift!! imagine if we were on a higher floor?? haha... after checking in... i went straight to bed.... while siraj watch soccer matches... i was so tired... didnt sleep aft work da dae before..

DAY TWO (01st Feb 2008)

I woke up darn early... coz i do not wanne miss breakfast..... i had to practically jump on the bed to wake siraj up!!! than dgn tk mandi k go breakfast!! hahaha... i didnt have pictures of us going to breakfast... coz my camera battery was flat... so sad sia... after that the boys went out shopping while me and irna went to spa... we had Thai massage whc last us for abt an hour... it cost me 700baht... but the massage was OKLAH.... never use oil ... i feel so light sia aft that .... than... i haf to go back to irna's room becoz siraj took my room keycard...

having our lunch while waiting for the rest

the busy nite of PATPONG market

In the afternoon.. after all my other frens had arrive... we went to PATPONG market... the stuff there were so expensive... the reason why we were there becoz hermann wanna watch a gay show... layan kan dier so we go lor... but it's only them who watch while the rest of us went shopping spree... me and raj got ourselves Jerseys and shades... than off we went to our hotel for lights out!!

DAY THREE (02nd FEB 2008)

It's DREAMWORLD time!!! all the ten of us woke up early for breakfast...

my fabulous breakfast...

i was so excited to go dreamworld!!! it's like a.k.a Disneyland... but without the characters walking ard... hahaha... we booked a private tour for all ten of us... 1000 baht each... it's inclusive of reriding tix, lunch buffet and return transfer from hotel to dreamworld and vice versa.... we had so much fun there... first stop was the snowtown... it's was darn cold... we weren't given any gloves ok!!! we played the slides and took loads of pics... i'm not sure if it's better than s'pore's snowcity... we were allowed to take photos with no problems... hauhuahua...... than after snowtown we took a ride on the magic carpet.... it swings and swings and swings till i got no feeling sia... and was dancing to the tune of "it's my life" on the ride itself! after which, we were supposed to take the go-kart... but it's not included in the tix... so we forego it.... than the GRAND CANYON.... we rode across rapids and waterfall... thank god all... no not all.... 9 off us bought the rain coats except for nad!! she didnt and she was all wet!!!! she was so cute siak!!!

DREAMWORLD!!!

the ten of us that went to DREAMWORLD

us in furcoatz!! cute??

HELLO SNOWTOWN!!!

On the magic carpet

US as flinstone and wilma!!!

Before proceeding to the pavillion for our lunch buffet.... all of them... EXCEPT me... went to the haunted house... aku nie ader segan sikit ngn hantu... hahah... the lunch was horrible... it's not halal in the first place.... me n raj juz settle down for rice and fishballs... and plain drinking water... pathetic?? tell me abt it..... the roller coaster ride was fun too... normal roller coaster sees u siting on a seat.. but this one.... u haf ur legs hanging!!!! it was cool ok... and siraj seems to have brush off ALL the heights fear he had to accompany me on this ride without shouting a werd!!! huahuhauhaua....

than it was almost times up... so we were rushing for our last and the best thriller ride of all... THE HURRICANE!!! it practically turns 360 DEG!!! high up in the sky!!! and i got wet!!!! fish!!! shiqa end up sobbing on alfaa's shoulder!! hahaha... on our way out to the main entrance loads of cam whoring happen..

We reached the hotel @ ard 5 bangkok tym... and guess wat??? I HAD A FEVER!!!! Siraj haf to put me to bed before going out for small shopping... i was having a slight temperature.... i think it was due to the sudden change of temperature wen i was at snowtown, because @ the dreamworld itself, it was freaking hot!!!! i slept througout knowing that at night they are going to club.. so i dont want to be a wet blanket... i slept to rest my head... and by night, i was SLIGHTLY better.... we went to CM2 @ novotel.... inside the club itself got a room called the Boom Boom Room.... We had the room all to ourselve... not only the room.... the deejay and the bar as well.... seems like bangkok peepz prefer house to RnB music.... so we were the only ones there.... the guys drank chivas regal while the rest of us practically having fruit juices!!! we dance and dance till the club closed... we headed straight to a seafood cum karaoke restaurant for our VERY LATE SUPPER!!!

PARTY ANIMALS

DAY FOUR (03rd FEB 2008)

we woke up just in time for breakfast.... and it was raining!!! damn it!!!! we were supposed to go to CHATUCHAK for our finale shopping... coz they said it's VERY CHEAP (whc i think otherwise)... so we went out late... but honestly... theres nothing there whc cn be consider cheap seh... it's just like ur walking thru BUGIS STREET in singapore... but some THAI UNIQUE stuff are worth the bucks lah... redbull shirts, singletz all this u cn get at bugis street seh!!! i bought some stuff for my colleague, fwens and family.... but for myself?? i cnt remember if i buy any... siraj yg belikan ader ah..hahahah.. after chatuchak closed...

Where THEY (not me) shop like mad!!

Our yummy dinner

we went back to the hotel to chill.... we had our lunch/dinner at the bar in our hotel... i had my usual fish and chip.... it was delicious... YUMMY YUM!!! since it's the last nite... we decided to watch the "THAI GIRL" show... erm... i think u guys shd know wat it is... (kalau tk tau cuber ek hentak kepala tu kat tembok!!!) bt we were conned!!!! N*%$& C&$B#&!!!! we were at fault too lah... we followed a touting man instead off the official... he told us it's 100baht with one drink for the show... if we dont like than dnt see... we ordered our drinks ady and they told us it's 300baht.... aku aper lagi... mengamok ok!!! none of my colleague saw me got angry before and they were so shock!!! i mean... i'm not unreasonable.... i know they are working... but if u were to tell me that it's 300baht to watch the girl with one drink.... and the subsequent drink is 100baht.. i dun mind paying... but u kept telling me it's 100 baht with one drink... and we cn choose whether or not to watch the show... saper tk mengamok.... really ah... they shd thank their lucky star that it's BANGKOK and not SINGAPORE... if they're in singapore ah... i think wan and siraj rembat em ady siakz..... the best part was.... the one talking to the boss was ME AND NAD!!! the guys were siting one corner watching ok!!!! i was talking kindly to the boss UNTIL he got on my nerve.. and my fingers were already on his nose... again... nasib baik lah negeri orang... if it was in s'pore... i think my hand ady landed on his f&^king face siak.... one hard backhand will do him good... and remember me for life!!!! in the end.... we just pay up and left the place.... yg lain tu untung ah... while aku bertekak ngn boss club bodoh tu..... yg lain sedap tgk show tu.... sialz.... my heart was beating freaking fast ok!! and nad was shaking like wat... than after all of us cool down we went over to nad's hotel (they booked a different hotel for their last nite @ Twin Tower) we were there to check it out..... it's so nice.... than time nak alek hotel... we took a ride on TUKTUK.... the ride was so fun.... i had wanted to take it again seh!!! i only get to ride it three times!!

Riding TUK2!!!

me posed with someone's tuk2

DAY FIVE (04th FEB 2008)

the last morning of our stay... we missed breakfast!!!!! bangon lambat ok!!! than me and raj had our own breakfast at indra square... we bought mcd.. but mcd kat saner tak halal so i just settle for the egg muffin without the sausage... and siraj settle for fillet.... and we sempat do our 2nd last round of shopping at PRATUNAM MARKET... another market u guys shd take note off... it's CHEAPER than CHATUCHAK... and it's for real.... that market is just in front of our hotel u knoe... and yet me and raj sesat...!!! huahuahua.... we took a cab back to the hotel to check out... than... before making our way to the airport... ( our flight leaves at 1640 hrs bangkok time) we make our way to MBK shopping mall.. this is our LAST ROUND off shopping.... bought a few stuff there to finish up our baht currency.... than took a cab back to the hotel and continue our journey to the airport....

MBK.. where I shop like mad!!!

GOING BACK S'PORE!!!

Haiz... i missed bangkok... a week has passed.... but raj told me we are going there again... =) but it's at the end of the year... It's ok baby... i dun mind waiting!!!!

CHEERZ!~